There was a time when there was only the pain. Pain begins, pain confuses, pain terrorises, pain deprives a child of his childhood, pain hides a beautiful little soul. Pain freaks one out, pain numbs. Pain makes one insolent, pain makes one hate. Pain causes pain. Pleasure. Pain is the best friend. The only one. Pain sets one free, so one thinks. One learns from pain. Sometimes too much pain is too much. Then, just when one thinks pain never goes away -it goes. And finally one is truly free. Calm and strong. With a will to help others to take a look into their pain and then let it go, too.
If you want to make the most feared song fill up your track with silence.The people who listen to your music, who come to your concerts, are damaged. And when they occupy their minds with your music, they are running away from their own demons, postponing their pain....
He's living on a desolate island, digging an endless moat between himself and everyone else. Every shovelful he digs cuts his flesh, of a body of an innocent who knows he deserves all the pain. For as long as he remembers he has felt lonely. No one shall know. He...
I was over 20 years suicidal. Passively or actively suicidal. One might wonder what made it so difficult? Why didn't I just kill myself if I so much desired to? Well, back at the time, I set up the date for it and I lived for it with everything I had. I decided on the...